Yeah, I've had that stuff before too. Once you drink it, don't go more then 30 ft from the bathroom.
It's normal to be a bit uneasy before surgery. My experience was when I was 1/2 under & I was in the prep area, I thought one of the interns was trying to strangle me. I proceeded to grab his hand & try to grab his throat. According to what I heard afterward, I almost broke his hand, 5 interns had to restrain me & I wouldn't let go until they brought me a candy bar, which I was demanding for some reason....?????
Gotta love anesthesia.....
I haven't experienced it but I'm getting dizzy (not disgusted) now and getting a feeling of how you guys gone through this.
Glad anesthesia gave you some relief.
Then again, you can't be sure what you will say while you are drugged up.
The worst part of that.....I didn't get my chocolate bar LOL
I have experienced colonoscopy most likely more then any of you will ever do, due to Crohn's, like every 2 years.
So been violated way too many times, but there not so bad. Prep part as you say. David whatever your going through Best of luck to you.
Frank Herbert said it best....
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.